*Blessed*

I am sooooo blessed to have a husband like Adam. He is just so level headed and rational! Just when I'm about to do something silly I can always count on him to calm me down. Yesterday, for example, Adam gave me our bank card before he left for work to go shopping and he didn't give me a spending limit! I wanted to rush out and buy a pregnancy test sooooo bad but I called Adam first. Talking to him made me realize buying yet another pregnancy test was really not good financial stewardship. I was calling the midwife for an appointment anyways and she can do a pregnancy test. It's just so hard to be patient, every time I go into our bedroom and see the pretty white cradle sitting there empty I just ache for a baby. I cant wait to see what the midwife says

It was sooo hard for me to not buy anything frivolous at the grocery.....I was able to do it though. As I look back and think of what a silly girl I was before I met Adam I really see how blessed I am to have such a man of God to lead and guide me through the rest of my life. The Lord has really blessed me.